addiction time again...does it ever end? o.O

Hear Me Out
by Frou Frou
I join the queue on your answerphone
And all I am is holding breath
Just pick up I know you're there
Can't you hear I'm not myself

Oh go ahead and lie to me
You could say anything
Small talk will be just fine
Your voice is everything
We owe it to love
And it all depends on you

So listen up
This sun hasn't set
I refuse to believe that it's only me feeling
Just hear me out, I'm not over you yet
It's love on the line can you handle it

So how do I do normal
A smile I fake
The permanent wave of
Cue-cards and fix-it kits
Can't you tell I'm not myself

I'm a slow motion accident
Lost in coffee rings and fingerprints
I don't wanna feel anything
But I do
And it all comes back to you

So listen up
This sun hasn't set
I refuse to believe that it's only me feeling
Just hear me out, I'm not over you yet
It's love on the line can you handle it

So listen up
Look at me straight
Just hear me out
Don't make me wait
I'm not myself
I can't take this
Love's on the line
Is that your final answer

I join the queue on your answerphone
And all I am is holding breath
Just pick up I know you're there

So listen up
This sun hasn't set
I refuse to believe that it's only me feeling
Just hear me out, I'm not over you yet
It's love on the line can you handle it

So listen up
This sun hasn't set
I refuse to believe that it's only me feeling
Just hear me out, I'm not over you
It's love on the line can you handle it

So listen up
This sun hasn't set
I refuse to believe that it's only me feeling
Just hear me out, I'm not over you
It's love on the line can you handle it

fun and easy....giggle

You Are A Walnut Tree

You are strange and full of contrasts... the oddball of your group. You are unrelenting and you have unlimited ambition. Not always liked but always admired, you are more infamous than famous. You are aggressive and spontaneous, and your reactions are often unexpected. A jealous and passionate person, you are difficult in romantic relationships.

What is Your Celtic Horoscope?

Giggle vv

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

Close enough for gov't work they're hazel

Your Hair Should Be Purple

Intense, thoughtful, and unconventional. You're always philosophizing and inspiring others with your insights.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

i'll stop.....
for now

Chemical Brothers Rock

Hold Tight London

So do, I warn you
I see things when I hold you
But I’ve whispered: "it’s alright"
It is you and me and a long night

You're a ghost in the doorway,
I can see through, but I hold tight,
I’ll just stay on holding until it hurts,
I just want you to know your lovely,


You're a ghost in the doorway,
I can see through, but I hold tight,
I’ll just stay on holding until it hurts,
I just want you to know your lovely,

Don’t worry, nothing can go wrong,
Don’t worry, nothing can go wrong,
Don’t worry, nothing can go wrong,
Don’t worry, nothing can go wrong,
(nothing!!)

i really love music. it plays through many of my many moods and lately my mood has been rather "playful" bad word really but it's the best there is i suppose.
This song although not really playful, still calls to me, although it always has. There's just something about the arrangement that i really do love.
And it really sorta plays to the current way my brain is wandering along so many strange paths of late.
It's really weird how things can present themselves to you when you least expect it. and on a whole when they can be decidedly inconventient.
But on a whole, there are many things that we humans have no control over no matter how we strive to change that. And for somethings distance is just a non-issue, where as logically it makes no sense.
And i know there is one who will understand ^ and think it's about them, but not to worry it isn't. And there is another who knows excactly what i'm talking about and she prolly thinks i'm completely mad for sticking it up here for all to see. But i gotta put it some where. and really that's what a blog is for. If it disturbs ppl then they shouldn't read it.
But if i don't fix it down somewhere i might go mad, or let said ^ weirdness explode from me, which would be dumb for all concerned.
there are times to be blunt, and times to sit and wait to see where the path goes. i think this is a sit and wait time. BUt the "playful" part of my current mood is trying to convince me otherwise. but i think (and there in lies the problem i suppose, that i think) that slow and steady, may potentially win this race. Or maybe it'll just let me evolve outta this strange mood and i can stop thinking about bizzar paths and wander the more normal paths again.
Although really when i say that i know it'll prolly fail. me normal if only, but that isn't me, and i don't mind really.
i have a feeling it'll be a daily battle, as all things of the soul are, and i'll just have to see where that will take me.
*fingers crossed* it's somewhere fun
later days
n
ps: logic is telling me "DO NOT POST ^" but every once in a while one must give in to play *giggle*

Kosheen

I so love this song, it's got a great beat and it makes me wanna dance around my room. unfortunatly everyone else is sleeping here so "there'll be none a that"
*Dances around room anyways*
WHEEEEEEEE!

Hungry

You're like a child with old eyes,
cynical and sensible, always full of surprises
you travel far and wide
looking for the feeling, lost inside you

They don't understand you, no
until it's too late
with everything they've handed you
on a silver plate

-CHORUS-
Are you hungry for a little more
than what you've had before?
Are you hungry for a taste of life?
whet your appetite, are you hungry?

Now give me this mountainside
cool waters to lie beside
give me these two strong eyes
to see the difference between truth and lies
Ah, give me this feeling when you kiss me baby
every day and every night
That's all I need, yes
Everything is gonna be all right

-CHORUS-

You're like a sight for sore eyes, lyrical and gentle
borderlining sentimental
You're like a dream realised
so why do I keep falling back to sleep,
I'm so serious and deep.

-CHORUS-

-CHORUS-

YAY finally found these lyrics

Hooverphonic vs Sneaker Pimps - 6 Underground (Shake the underground disease)
Take me down, 6 underground,
The ground beneath your feet,
Laid out low, nothing to go
Nowhere a way to meet
I've got a head full of drought,
Down here, so faroff losing out
Round here,

Overground, watch this space,
I'm open to falling from grace

Calm me down, bring it round
Too way high off your street
I can see like nothing else
In me you're better than I wannabe
Don't think 'cos I understand,
I care, don't think 'cos I'm talking we're friends,

Overground, watch this space,
I'm open to falling from grace

Talk me down, safe and sound
Too strung up to sleep
Wear me out, scream and shout
Swear my time's never cheap
I fake my life like I've lived
Too much, I take whatever you're given
Not enough,

Overground, watch this space,
I'm open

I fake my life like I've lived
Too much, I take whatever you're given
Not enough,

Overground, watch this space,
I'm open to falling from grace



i love this song, it's so great. so smooth and fun, easy going just sorta wanders along in a fun way.

WOOT! more music

apparently my music mood isn't over. i still wanna play :D

(Benassi Bros. feat. Sandy)
ILLUSION
I wanna be your illusion
Be your illusion
To make you happy tonight
Enjoy this trip with me
I wanna be your emotion, be your emotion
Why don't you turn off the lights?
Imagine how we could be living….

Sometimes i wonder why
We have no limits
Everything we do is try
To find out who we are.
We won't stop playing
That special game of love
And when we get together
The time is running
I'll be a dream that you'll remember
Over and over
If only you try me, if only you touch me

I wanna be your illusion
Be your illusion
To make you happy tonight
Enjoy this trip with me
I wanna be your emotion, be your emotion
Why don't you turn off the lights?
Imagine how we could be living….

Through the darkness of the town
Looking for a lover
I'm praying you to stay,
To keep the promise you made
Can't you see it baby?
It's a part of the game.
And everytime that you say no
You got me going crazy,
I'm going out my mind
I'll do what you want me to
I'm a victim baby.
Just push me through

I wanna be your illusion
Be your illusion
To make you happy tonight
Enjoy this trip with me
I wanna be your emotion
Be your emotion,
Why don't you turn off the lights?
Imagine how we could be living…

I wanna be your illusion i
Wanna do what makes you feel all right
It's a matter of time now babe,
It's a matter of fact now babe
I'm gonna make you feel good.

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another great song
ELECTRO SHOCK FADERS
by HOOVERPHONIC

Long black dress
Hawaian shirt
Kicking pair of trainers
Electro shock faders

Guiding your voice through your veins
Sick of all this working
Longing for a sinking

Long black dress
Hawaian shirt
Kicking pair of trainers
Electro shock faders

Guiding your voice through your veins
Sick of all this working
Longing for a sinking

Ship that rules the bottom of the sea
A bottle as a prison not really my idea
Of a perfect environment it makes you see
Everything’s a blur
Do you know what I mean

Long black dress
Hawaian shirt
Kicking pair of trainers
Electro shock faders

Guiding your voice through your veins
Sick of all this working
Longing for a sinking
Ship that rules the bottom of the sea
A bottle as a prison not really my idea
Of a perfect environment it makes you see
Everything’s a blur
Do you know what I mean

it's a sorta strange but w/ music it's such a cool song. sorta rolls along, almost like a tide or something

Must be dreaming - Frou Frou

Apparently i'm wandering a musical day or something, the next so in the playlist:

Must Be Dreaming

Pay close attention
Don't listen to me from now
George'll be flying this one
And it's anyone's guess how he does
This is the right turn wrong
Universe taking me in full bloom
Fireball careful with that there
See what you made me do

I must be dreaming or
We're onto something
I must be dreaming
For I don't fall in love lawlessly
I must be dreaming or
Pinch me to waking
So undeniably yours
As long as I'm losing it so completely

Incendiary glance
Be come and collide in me
Zoom in enhance hold
While I go helplessly sky high
Magic eye sugar rushing don't stop

I must be dreaming or
We're onto something
Hey just watcha make me for
I don't fall in love lawlessly
I must be dreaming or
Pinch me to waking
So undeniably yours
As long as i'm losing it so completely

Euphoria
I can't take any more of yah
Euphoria
I can't take any more of yah
I'm losing it

I must be dreaming or
We're onto something
Hey just watcha make me for
I don't fall in love lawlessly
I must be dreaming or
Pinch me to waking
So undeniably yours
As long as I'm losing it
I'm losing it
I'm losing it
I must be dreaming
I must be dreaming
I must be dreaming



i really love this song, i have no clue what it has to do with current mood but i'm floating along so must be something good.
:D
i may be back with more music who knows.

Free me - Foo Fighters

Free me right now
You take me away, take it from me
Free me right now
You take me away, take it from me, yeah!

Beautiful prisoner, let it be dead
Promises made it certain to end
Voices and visions are locked in my head
I could sing for sorrow
All of the words that we damn never speak
All of our ghosts and secrets do keep
Gather them all we'll bury them deep
I could sing for sorrow

Free me right now
You take me away, take it from me
Free me right now
You take me away, take it from me, hey!

One for forever
One in your name
Once in your member
We're one in the same
One to forget but it always remains
I could sing for sorrow

Free me right now
You take me away, take it from me
Free me right now
You take me away, take it from me
Could you free what's keepin' you?
Well I need somebody too

Free me! Free me!
Free me! Free me!
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh

Free me right now
You take me away, take it from me
Free me right now
You take me away, take it from me
Could you free what's keepin' you?
Well I need somebody too

Free me! Free me!
Free me! Free me!
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, yeah!


Weird how Landslide - the dixi chicks always pops up in my weird playlists. i really love this song, it just says something. anyways lyrics posted around here somewhere so i'll save u from having to scroll through more, and let u hunt for them yourself if u like ;)

Inside - bang gang

Inside

How can someone feel like we did out there
Have you lost the dream that was in our hands
Is it okey now

How can someone feel like we did out there
Have you lost the dream that was in our hands
Is it okey now

Find me
Inside every heartbeat
Inside every worry
Keep me in your heart again

Find me
Inside every heartbeat (over the hills again)
Inside every worry
Inside your heart

How can someone feel like we did out there
Have you lost the dream that was in our hands
Is it okey now

Find me
Inside every heartbeat
Inside every worry
Keep me in your heart again

Find me
Inside every heartbeat (over the hills again)
Inside every worry
Inside your heart

You ran away
And i could not stay
Is it your time
Or is it mine
Is it our time

Find me
Inside every heartbeat
Inside every worry
Keep me in your heart again

Find me
Inside every heartbeat (over the hills again)
Inside every worry
Inside your heart


I love this song, and well the group, and i've prolly posted it here before. but oh well. there's just something about this song at current. prolly that it just popped up in my mega playlist ;)
later days
n

hehehe funky quiz

Stole this quiz froma friends site, and did it, it was quite fun. hopefully inserting like this will work properly :D
ttfn
n
ps fancy that my love life sucks :P

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	6.9
Mind:	8.1
Body:	8
Spirit:	8.3
Friends/Family:	5
Love:	0.8
Finance:	4.2
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back from glasgow

Well as u can see ^ i'm back from glasgow.
Grad was a riot. Got to see the whole gang what a blast. it was so strange we met up on Sunday night, sat for about an hr and chatted about what we'd been up to and then it was like *clicK* so what's on now? we going out? and wehre to? *bling* we just fell into place as though there wasn't a 4 month break in between when we'd seen one another. it's so strange and cool.
and i got to bum around a bit, see a few places i hadn't yet, and just sorta wander. it was great
picked up some gifts for the family and friends. always fun. If u ever get to glasgow u have to go to 23 Enigma, it's a great little Magicky stuff store, w/ inscence and tarot card readings and gazillions of jewelery. it's sooo cool, and the best part is the woman who runs it it's super friendly and they have some really beautiful jewelery which is really inexpensive. they have a web site (although i have yet to visit it) http://www.23enigma.com
so go visit them if u r in the country. the tarot card reader is GREAT!!! and a really nice person too ;)
so that's prolly enough gushing
other then that, it was a blast, i have grad pics well a few anyways. so i'll be email them out or posting them or something. i really gotta download pixema or whatever that program is.
anwyas gotta boot other blogs to update =P
nimaear