back to Canada

Well it appears i'm heading back to canada. prolly sooner rather then later but who knows. i'm hoping to be able to stay for grad, but that depends on money. blargh! money sucks.
So i'm hunting for flights home, not going super well. Air Transat doesn't fly after like the 12th or something of october. but i could be remembering that wrong. i know they don't fly btwn october and may to here. so GRRRR! to them.
Fly zoom still functions thankfully, but only on certain days. whc/ sucks as well. but if i try a regular airline the cost in like 5x as much. GAHHH!!
i thought airlines were there to serve ppl not the other way around.
And hell if the stupid funding thing had been resolved earlier then maybe i coulda gone to canada and then just come back for grad. that woulda prolly been cheaper then waiting around here.
or i coulda traveled a bit. taken a break from stuff. but no.
anyways. as u can prolly tell i'm a little miffed.
so here's some music so u don't have to read me whingeing <--- brit word similer to whining
Hear Me Out by Frou Frou

I join the queue on your answerphone
And all I am is holding breath
Just pick up I know you're there
Can't you hear I'm not myself

Oh go ahead and lie to me
You could say anything
Small talk will be just fine
Your voice is everything
We owe it to love
And it all depends on you

So listen up
This sun hasn't set
I refuse to believe that it's only me feeling
Just hear me out, I'm not over you yet
It's love on the line can you handle it

So how do I do normal
A smile I fake
The permanent wave of
Cue-cards and fix-it kits
Can't you tell I'm not myself

I'm a slow motion accident
Lost in coffee rings and fingerprints
I don't wanna feel anything
But I do
And it all comes back to you

So listen up
This sun hasn't set
I refuse to believe that it's only me feeling
Just hear me out, I'm not over you yet
It's love on the line can you handle it

So listen up
Look at me straight
Just hear me out
Don't make me wait
I'm not myself
I can't take this
Love's on the line
Is that your final answer

I join the queue on your answerphone
And all I am is holding breath
Just pick up I know you're there

So listen up
This sun hasn't set
I refuse to believe that it's only me feeling
Just hear me out, I'm not over you yet
It's love on the line can you handle it

So listen up
This sun hasn't set
I refuse to believe that it's only me feeling
Just hear me out, I'm not over you
It's love on the line can you handle it

So listen up
This sun hasn't set
I refuse to believe that it's only me feeling
Just hear me out, I'm not over you
It's love on the line can you handle it

it was the first song up in the list, anyways good song gotta love frou frou
hmm who else

James Blunt one very nice looking boy who happens to sing quite well too
Out Of My Mind"

Judging by the look on the organ-grinder,
He'll judge me by the fact that my face don't fit.
It's touching that the monkey sits on my shoulder.
He's waiting for the day when he gets me,
But I don't need no alibi - I'm a puppet on a string.
I just need this stage to be seen.
We all need a pantomime to remind us what is real.
Hold my eye and know what it means.

I'm out of my mind.

Judging by the look on the organ-grinder,
He'll judge me by the fact that my face don't fit.
It's touching that the monkey sits on my shoulder.
He's waiting for the day when he gets me,
But I won't be your concubine - I'm a puppet not a whore.
I just need this stage to be seen.
Will you be a friend of mine to remind me what is real?
Hold my heart and see that it bleeds.

I'm out of my mind.

Television by Baxter

I wish I had
Seen you in front of your T.V set
I wish I'd seen you
When you blew up
What seemed to be the whole world to you
I wish I woke up
When you were sad
I wish I had
Seen you in front of your T.V set

All alone in your room
You blew up your television
The whole world to you
And less of you is left

On your own in your room
You blew up your television
The whole world to you
And less of you is left

I wish I had
Seen you in front of your T.V set
I wish I'd seen you
When you blew up
What seemed to be the whole world to you

All alone in your room
You blew up your television
The whole world to you
And less of you is left

On your own in your room
You blew up your television
The whole world to you
And less of you is left

I wish I could take you outside and
I wish I saw the rest of you here

I wish I could take you outside and
I wish I saw the rest of you here

On your own in your room
You blew up your television
The whole world to you
And less of you is left

I wish I could take you outside and
I wish I saw the rest of you here ....

So that's it for me and music, otherwise i'll just start listing my playlist.