Chemical Brothers Rock

Hold Tight London

So do, I warn you
I see things when I hold you
But I’ve whispered: "it’s alright"
It is you and me and a long night

You're a ghost in the doorway,
I can see through, but I hold tight,
I’ll just stay on holding until it hurts,
I just want you to know your lovely,


You're a ghost in the doorway,
I can see through, but I hold tight,
I’ll just stay on holding until it hurts,
I just want you to know your lovely,

Don’t worry, nothing can go wrong,
Don’t worry, nothing can go wrong,
Don’t worry, nothing can go wrong,
Don’t worry, nothing can go wrong,
(nothing!!)

i really love music. it plays through many of my many moods and lately my mood has been rather "playful" bad word really but it's the best there is i suppose.
This song although not really playful, still calls to me, although it always has. There's just something about the arrangement that i really do love.
And it really sorta plays to the current way my brain is wandering along so many strange paths of late.
It's really weird how things can present themselves to you when you least expect it. and on a whole when they can be decidedly inconventient.
But on a whole, there are many things that we humans have no control over no matter how we strive to change that. And for somethings distance is just a non-issue, where as logically it makes no sense.
And i know there is one who will understand ^ and think it's about them, but not to worry it isn't. And there is another who knows excactly what i'm talking about and she prolly thinks i'm completely mad for sticking it up here for all to see. But i gotta put it some where. and really that's what a blog is for. If it disturbs ppl then they shouldn't read it.
But if i don't fix it down somewhere i might go mad, or let said ^ weirdness explode from me, which would be dumb for all concerned.
there are times to be blunt, and times to sit and wait to see where the path goes. i think this is a sit and wait time. BUt the "playful" part of my current mood is trying to convince me otherwise. but i think (and there in lies the problem i suppose, that i think) that slow and steady, may potentially win this race. Or maybe it'll just let me evolve outta this strange mood and i can stop thinking about bizzar paths and wander the more normal paths again.
Although really when i say that i know it'll prolly fail. me normal if only, but that isn't me, and i don't mind really.
i have a feeling it'll be a daily battle, as all things of the soul are, and i'll just have to see where that will take me.
*fingers crossed* it's somewhere fun
later days
n
ps: logic is telling me "DO NOT POST ^" but every once in a while one must give in to play *giggle*